P G H

Success

spend alot of time frustrated 

because i can’t afford to spend 

not frustrated at life 

all success is state dependant

and i seem to be dependant on the thought of success 

alot of words right?!

yeh alot of words i write 

maybe this could lead to success?!

i only write to change my state 

great 

back where i started 

feeling frustrated?

words are underated ….

“HIP”

a lifestyle right!?

a secure bubble of people who spend quite a large percentage of time dressing in a way that lets people know they don’t really care what they look like

a very rugged dirty yet “hip” way to look 

and then spend time taking photos of themselves…but they can’t look like they know the photo is being taken

a “supreme” way to act look and feel 

dirty Brogues, short pants and a small very practical hat 

greasy hair,cut in a way that shows its not that hard to take care of

ahh how i want to be hip 

Try

i try 

and some times i do 

so therefore i do not try 

i’m doing exactly what i want to do 

BUT

“but” is a word that contradicts everything that comes before it 

but at least i’m “trying” 

i use words to cover up my downfalls

or just to hide what i don’t want people to know

what i really mean is represented by my actions

and all success is state dependent 

maybe i’ll start to change the words i use 

or at least try.

if it’s not right

change it 

time to realise this isn’t right 

time to change

hurt

“these things do”

yeh well these things shouldn’t

“maybe its you”

yeh well maybe it isn’t

“plenty more fish in the sea”

yeh well i can’t swim 

or fish  

or care

fuck you